oblivious eye

Where do you go when you are trapped in nowhere?

Step. Spit. Scream. Spill. Slander. And Stare. Do it all to me. (Don’t worry; I can handle it)

You are not alone; even when isolation pierces your heart. There is hope; even when tears carve a winding path down your cheeks. Remember to live; even when you would rather not.

As people grow, they change. As people change, you adapt. As you adapt, you change (be careful not to lose yourself in the process).

Down here, she is unadorned and misunderstood. Look up to the heavens to see the beauty, above.

Soak up the wind and catch the sun before your spring passes, forever.

Marvels soar into the sky, leaving a shadow on those left below, as they walk in circles.

Sometimes the world crashes down and all you can do is lay flat on the ground and curl up into a ball.

I long to say how deeply I care,
To get lost in her eyes, that adoring stare,
To wrap her up in loving arms,
Embracing beauty, her many charms.

I long to express the feelings I hold,
To admit them now, courageously and bold,
To surpass my passions and find true bliss,
Glimpsing heaven while waiting for her kiss.

Truly I tell you I haven’t said a thing
Fear takes hold and I can’t even sing
Yet to feel her heart beat over mine,
Is to find on earth that love so divine.

I long to say it, to finally be free,
To have her echo my longing back to me,
To love her now, by God I always will,
Living by the moment as time stands still.

I long to sing of love to the world
To let sore hearts be free and unfurled
To hold her soft hand, keeping her near,
Away from sorrow, weeping, and fear.

Truly I tell you I haven’t said a thing
Fear takes hold and I can’t even sing
Yet to take a breath and close my eyes,
Is to finally wake up and realize

Time marches on and life does too
Wait any longer, she’ll never have a clue
Even if after ends unhappily
I’d rather her merry, even without me

Truly I tell you I finally said that thing
Freed from fear, I began to sing
I took that breath after closing my eyes
Thank God, oh my God, she finally realized

I long to sing just one more line
To warn you not to waste more time
To discover if your dream is really true,
Tell her now, since she might just love you too.

Shadows seep in through the night
Soon dawn comes to burn so bright

Arms wide open to embrace
Shining wonder in your face

Must wait
A just wait

Yearning for the love yet shared
This long day we too just beared

Step in closer, hold me tight
Closer still, come and unite

Can’t wait
A just wait

Dooming doubt now casts us free
Of the hope that once cured me

Something too I must yet try
This dark night before I die

Loosen weight
It cannot wait

God forgave me, Lord oh my
Now it’s true I shall not die

Marvel in good morning’s glow
Comes now time to reap and sow

No wait
No weight